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There is a God, and I met him!
First off let me start by saying in 2004 I had a dream, which at first did nothing for me. Then in 2008, I realized God gave me that dream for a reason.
Here is my dream: I was driving in my car going over a bridge. The bridge looked different, it had a sharp curve in it. I was trying to pass a white truck to get into my right lane. So I sped up so I was able to pass him. I remember checking my speed, I was going 65MPH. Then my car hit the bridge and I flew out of my car. I hit the water really ard and remembered the water being really dirty and choppy. I felt like I was being pulled by something on the water and I was bouncing around really hard, kind of like a fish out of the water. I was trying to look ahead of me but it was hard because of all the bouncing. After what seemed to be forever on the water, I saw a door. There were no stairs or anything near it. I remember thinking to myself, "how weird, its just a plain door." As I got closer, I saw a sign on the door that said "heaven." I went to knock on the door but no one answered. I tried turning the knob, but it wouldn't open. Then I woke up. After I woke up, I checked on my son and my husband, had a cigarette and fell back asleep.
Then, I had almost the same exact dream. I was going over the same bridge, and trying to pass the same white truck. I was going 45MPH this time. I was thinking in my dream that I was just on this bridge and knew I had to slow down to avoid crashing. My car still hit the bridge though, and I flew out of the car again. I hit the water real softly, and the water was real clear and calm. I remember being really confused, thinking to myself, what is going on. I again was being pulled on the water, but in a very calm way. I remembered there was going to be a door ahead. A little after being on the water, I saw the door. The door was different, there were stairs, and it almost looked like the door was glowing. The word heaven was still on the door, but this time it was in a frame. When I went to knock on the door, I remembered the last time it didn't open. But when I went to turn the knob, the door opened by itself. I walked in and there were people standing around. They looked like regular people but I didn't know any of them. In front of me, there were two door and a hallway to the right. The first door had a light on, I was able to see the glow under the door. The name Jesus was on the door. I went to open it, but it wouldn't open, so I tried the 2nd one, but that one didn't open either. I remember thinking this is really stupid, "why would the big door open this time, but now these doors wont?" I walked down the hallway, which seemed really long. There were two men at the end of the hall. One man looked really old and dirty. He was wearing a brown robe, had a long beard and a cane. I asked him, "What am I doing here, and why wont' the door to Jesus open?" He said to me that I couldn't see Jesus because I wasn't wearing the robe. I asked him where it was and how do i get one. He led me to the room that was next to Jesus. When I walked in, there was a white robe hanging there with a hood. Once I was done changing, I went to the room that Jesus was in, and it opened. I saw Jesus laying there with his eyes closed. I remember thinking how beautiful he looked. He looked very clean and pure. He was wearing a white dress. I walked toward him and his eyes opened. He said hello to me, by name. He asked me if I beleived in Heaven and in angels. I said, "yeah i do" He then asked me to tell him what an angel was. I said it was a person who wears a halo and has wings. I remember him looking mad at me. He asked me again to tell him what an angel was. I said the same thing, they looked the ones you see in coloring books. His voice then got real deep, almost loud, and he asked me again. I remember I was stuttering out loud, thinking really hard about what an angel was. I knew this time I better give him the right answer. But as soon as I started to say something I woke up.
It wasnt until 2008 that I found out why God gave me this dream. With my son no longer living me, I was very depressed, and ended up having severe anxiety attacks. I ended up spending alot of time in my car, by myself. Then one day I decided to bring my bible along with me. I started reading the book of John. As I was reading, there would be little hints that would remind me of my dream. Something that Jesus said in the book that was very relatable to me. Since then I finished reading almost the entire bible. Everytime I open it up, I know God is in there waiting for me. I realize now, that I cant change yesterday, I can't control tomorrow, but I can live today. Each day is a new one, every step is a chance, but i have Jesus next to me therefore I have no fear. Not many people will have a dream like mine, but you can still experience life at its best. Whether you are religous or not, I want you to know one thing. You did come from somewhere. The next time your in your car, ask yourself who made the first tree, the first animal, the first ocean, who was the first to walk on the earth? If your a parent, ask yourself how it is possible to have another human being live inside you. All the time in my car, these are the questions I asked myself. Once you figure out the answer, you will look at life with new eyes and appreciate it.
There are three great things that I have done in my life. The first one is I gave to birth to a wonderful son, second I married a great man, and thirdly, I gave my heart to Jesus.
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