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Music and the passion God has placed in my heart
Christopher’s Testimony
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The Lord is good all the time
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I just thought I would let you know how Jesus has changed my life. Although I never attended church, this is my testimony. It started when I was 8 years old. I was sexually molested / abused. I took on a spirit that put me on a different path. I went through school, getting in trouble. I started junior high school and there was a history teacher named Milton Little. He is also a pastor. He talked to me about Jesus at school, about how he could change me. I did not want to hear it at the time, but he planted a seed in me. Now going on in life living for the devil, when I thought of a godly man, I thought of Mr. Little. I got arrested at 16, (a felony cocaine charge). I had probably dealt with drugs my whole life. I had a momma that would always bail me out. I could not learn from my mistakes. I had bought a house, had a drywall business and I thought I had everything. I told momma look what we had done. I really didn’t know who was in charge. I met a wonderful woman in the year 2000. I asked her to move in with me, but then I was not ready. So she moves to Arizona. I waited a while and then I called and asked her to marry me. I then got a credit card in my mom’s name and flew out to Arizona. I bought her a ring on this card. She agreed to marry me. She said she was coming back to move in with me. However, she did not know what she was coming back to in 2001. That is about the time all the problems started. I would pawn all of her belongings, and made her get her car repossessed. She still agreed to be my wife. We eventually got pregnant and had a beautiful little boy. I still could not stop using drugs. I even took my little boy with me when I went to buy drugs. I even did drugs in the care while he was in there. What kind of monster was I?? I ended up losing my house and we had to move in with my mother. I sold everything in my old house, (ripped everything out of there that was not nailed down). My mother had taken out another mortgage out on her house to get me out of financial trouble. She ended up losing her house in the process. We only stayed with my mom for about six months. My other family members told my mom that they would not help her if something happened, and it did! She had a stroke. My mom has to move in with her sister. My wife and I moved into a trailer that belonged to her family. That didn’t last long. We got kicked out of there, because I was taking all of my wife’s money to buy drugs. My wife and son had to move in with her mother. This started the downward spiral. I ended up homeless, sleeping in shelters, abandoned houses and eventually under bridges. I stayed in this state for about 6-7 months. My wife had started the process of buying a mobile home. She let me move in 2 months later. I wasn’t back in the house a month, before I called the crack dealer to bring me some to the house. He bought $100.00 worth of crack to the house. I was cutting the crack up on a yellow piece of paper. When I looked at the paper, I found out is was the program from Bethany United Methodist Church. Guess who the pastor was? Milton Little!! He was only a mile away from my house. I started smoking it that morning and then my chest started hurting. I sat on the corner of the bed and I grabbed the remote control. The channel went from 206 straight to 372. There was a lady on TBN that said, ‘for the man at home that is smoking crack, you are about to have a heart attack’. I tried to change the channel, but it would not change. I threw the remote control against the wall and reached for the crack pipe. When I did, my chest starting hurting. Later a doctor told me that I had a small heart attack. If I had hit the pipe one more time, my heart would have exploded. So, when I went to grab it, something hit me in my chest, picked me off the ground and slammed me on the bed. I heard Jesus say ‘I am tired of you doing what you are doing. I have come to you so many times and you have heard nothing I said. So now come here and let me show you where you are going”. I tried to run out of the house. Two angels came down and held me down. I felt my spirit and soul come out of my body. There I was floating above the ceiling looking down at myself. Jesus said, “Is that how you want to be remembered on this earth, for your wife and child to come home and find you dead?” He said let me show you where you are going. The angels turned me to the right and showed me the lake of fire. The devil was sitting dead center, in black shadow form. I noticed his eyes more than anything. There were flames coming out of the lake of fire. There were souls reaching up, yelling “Help, help, help!” They were getting pulled back down in the fire. Jesus said it that where you want to spend eternity? I said “No, Lord”. Well, let me show you what I can do. I saw the beautiful golden gates of Heaven, God’s angels were flying around. There was Jesus in a white shadow form. He raised his arms, the light was so bright. I had felt something for the first time, this is what I always wanted to feel. That was the love of Jesus. There are no words that can express what I felt, but I know that is what I wanted. I started falling from Heaven and I said “No, Lord that is where I want to go”. The angels stopped between Heaven and hell. They showed my hell, then they showed me Heaven. Jesus said, “Now, what do you want to do?” I said “God, I want to live for you”. I fell back into my body, jumped up and threw the drugs away! God said, “I am choosing you”. I asked God, “Why me?” He says, “Why not you? You are the best example of how I can step out of Heaven, touch your life and change you forever”. When everybody looks at you and remembers who you were, they will know it was the grace and mercy of God that changed you. He told me to go to the ends of the earth and tell everybody what you saw, because you are my example of how powerful and merciful my grace is. I did not do a day in rehab. I have been clean for a year now. Jesus said he could have stepped in before it happened, but I would not know him like I know him now. This experience has led me into the ministry. I can talk to so many different types of people now. He has truly given me the gifts of the spirit, all of them. I go to different churches now, talking to youth groups and people who don’t know Jesus. Some of these people don’t even go to church. This is probably the closest thing they will get to church. There is more to this testimony, but God is not through with me yet!! God was ordering our steps. He had already orchestrated putting Mr. Little in my life, way back from junior high school. You never know what kind of impact you will make in someone’s life, planting seeds about Jesus. I have been under Mr. Little’s ministry, in Stedman NC, for the last year. He is my spiritual mentor. Anthony Hobbs
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My circumstances are dire. I have to lay it all down at the feet of God to be able to cope with each day.Prayer is my lifeline.
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Long story made short, I lived and ran with demons and thumbed my nose at God, thought He hated me, so I hated Him right back. until one day I got tired of that demon that was with me being piggybacked through my life. So one nite I called on the name of Jesus to forgive me and to save me from hell. and ever since then, I still run with the demons. But now it's cause I am tracking them down and doing battle for the Lord my God!!!! If you want the long version and more detailed, I'll share it with you gladly. but it's to much to type out. LOL
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My walk with Jesus became closer on July 4th, 1986, when I saw a vision of Jesus upon the cross. I have been following Him ever since, and my life has been transformed by His goodness. I know we are in the last days, and I have gained strengh and guidance from this website.
http://www.formypeople.org/
Jesus will be here soon, in person, and we all need to be ready for His soon arrival !
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I Belong.... Amen !
David’s Testimony
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Eric's Testimony or how I became a born-again Christian
ERIC’s Testimony
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became a born-again Christian. I wasn't raised in a Christian home,
as a young child we sometime said prayers at bedtime like "if I die
before I wake the lord my soul to keep, please watch over mommy,
brother, daddy, doggy, etc. amen". The first I knew anything about
Jesus or God was from Christmas records or the record Jesus Christ
Superstar. Then when I lived in Kansas City, Missouri I went to a
Seventh- Day Adventist School when I was six and seven for First
Grade. I learned about the Bible and some of the nice stories in the
old testament, like Jonah and the whale and Jacob's ladder. I
couldn't eat meat at school, but I don't remember doing much else
with the Seventh Day Adventists outside of school. My next year of
second grade we lived in the same place, but I attended a different
school, a public school. The rest of my school years I never learned
anything about God, Jesus, or about the Bible in school.
But God wanted me to learn some more about Him, so when I was around
nine years old in West Baraboo, Wisconsin when I was in Cub Scouts I
got invited to a Christian home then, they invited me to go to church
and I think my Mom, brother and I went a few times, then we moved to
Reedsburg, Wisconsin. Then somehow I got involve in going to Sunday
School at a Baptist Church in Reedsburg and I remembered Bible verses
like the Ten Commandments and won a Ten Commandments bracelet and
remember some verses in Psalms and got a Psalm plate. I liked going
to Sunday School and singing children Bible songs, then we moved
again to Kansas City, Missouri and I didn't attend a new church.
In 1976 (I was around the age of thirteen) while my parents were
having marital problems, a couple of elderly Mormon Missionary's were
allowed to come to our home and tell us about the Church of Jesus
Christ of Latter-day Saints "Mormons", and about Joseph Smith. Some
of us toured the temple in Independence, Missouri near Kansas City.
And they came back a few more times and told us about the Book of
Mormon.
Then during my early teen years my Mom and Dad separated and my
brother and I lived with our Mom in Lee's Summit, Missouri. She had
a hard time handling two teen boys but she handled it OK; but because
she worked and my brother and I were not well behaved as teens she
was pressured from my Dads family into sending us to live with my
Dads brother in Ogden, Utah in January of 1977.
The whole family were Mormon's but my Aunt was raised a Mormon. My
brother and I both became members of the LDS church while there, but
I was super gung-ho from the start even more so than even my Aunt. I
attended church all the time and did their tithe was a member on
their basketball team and went to their Boy Scout events. I did all
the Mormon requirements and told everybody I could, that the LDS
church was the only true church. And I went as high as I could in
the LDS priesthood. I was everything a kid could be in the Aaronic
Priesthood; and when I turned 18 I was made an Elder in the
Melchizedek Priesthood. Their priesthood was different than some
other churches because they have an Aaronic Priesthood of boys under
18 and the Melchizedek Priesthood of men 18 and older who become
Elders. I even did baptisms for the dead in the Temple in Salt Lake
City, Utah. And the religion was different than other churches
because they had other "Holy Books" beside the Bible and the Bible
wasn't completely correct. When the Bible wasn't in line with
Mormonism it had to have new "Mormon translations" changing and
adding to the Bible to make it correct.
I would still be a Mormon today if God didn't have something better
planned. By the time I was 17 we were living in Waunakee,
Wisconsin; and my Mother an Father had finally gotten a divorce. And
for whatever reasons I decided to go with my Father to live with his
brother in Ogden, Utah. Well a gung-ho Mormon like me is usually
expected to be a Missionary for a couple of years after I got out of
High School; but my Uncle was a cook in the Navy Reserves, and the
benefits he got looked good to me. So I looked into the military and
the Army looked good to me; so I took a test and scored very high.
Then my father did something that made me not want to live with him
anymore ( he tried to kill himself with a medication overdose). So I
went to live with my Mom in Wisconsin.
My Mom had a boyfriend from Yuba, Wisconsin (she was raised in and
around that part of Wisconsin). She eventually married him, and we
moved to his dairy farm in Yuba. He like to tell stories about when
he was in the Air Force, so partly because of him I decided to join
the Air Force. My test scored were transferable from the Army to the
Air Force and I still had high scores. I went to Milwaukee,
Wisconsin to take a couple more tests and a physical. Then later I
saw my recruiter in Madison, Wisconsin; and even though I had high
scores and could have almost any good Air Force job. I got talked
into and accepted a job that didn't require high test scores,
Security. While still a Senior at Richland Center High School, I
joined the Air Force for six years under the delayed entry program
(after I finished Basic Training I would skip two grades and be an
Airman First Class and get paid more).
Very soon after I graduated I entered the Air Force. I was a good
Mormon while in Basic Training in Lackland AFB near San Antonio,
Texas. I was the Protestant airman who marched other Protestant
airmen to their churches and to the LDS church on base. I was even a
good Mormon for close to a year where I was stationed in Missouri;
but God was working in me.
I had a friend who was a born-again Christian, Mel Pound, who was
always talking to me about Christianity and I saw him living a
different kind of "christian" life than I did. He kept telling me
that being a Mormon was wrong and it was a cult. That many of the
Mormon "Holy Books" didn't agree with the Holy Bible and sometimes
not even with the Mormon beliefs. And that the only true
Christianity is only based on the Holy Bible. Well I "knew" I was a
good "christian" LDS member, and I was eventually going to one of the
heavens; so I told him to prove it. Over a period time and using
only the Bible he proved to me that Mormonism is a cult and not
Christian. He then told me how he became a Christian, (his
testimony), and how everyone is a sinner and why Jesus died on the
cross and why he was resurrected, and how Jesus could become part of
my life.
Mel Pound, also lived the Christian life and he was a Christian who
just happened to be a member with an independent Baptist kind of
church. Well one afternoon in our dorm barracks on base at Whiteman
AFB, near Knob Knoster, Missouri in November 1983 close to my birth-
date I had another Birthday. I prayed to God telling Him that I was
sorry for being a sinner and would He please forgive my sins, and
told God that I accept Jesus as my Savior, and that Jesus could wash
all my sins away with his blood, and please accept me into Your
family so that I will one day see You in Heaven. I prayed the prayer
in the name of Jesus and said Amen. {Since it has been over 23 years
those might have not been my exact words I prayed but they are
similar}.
Then following Jesus' example in the Bible I was baptised under water
again, because my first baptism in the Mormon church and my baptism
for the dead at the temple didn't count because they were done for
non-Biblical reasons. Then for about eight months I attended a Bible
practicing church whenever I could, and learned about the Father,
Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. I also learned during that time that
once you are really saved you can never lose your Salvation, but you
can stumble, or not live the Christian life.
While I was in the Air Force, I got two diseases; Ulcerative Colitis,
and Bronchial Asthma. And since they are non-curable diseases, and
even on medication they were interfering with my Air Force work, and
they didn't want to spend more money retraining me to a different
job; the Air Force medically discharged me and gave me a large
severance payment.
It was July and August of 1984, and for many weeks I just lived off
that money and almost never thought about God, while I did things I
never got to do by myself as a kid. I went to almost every
attraction and Amusement Park in and around Wisconsin Dells,
Wisconsin. Well I was almost out of money so I went to the Veteran's
Administration and decided to get on their Veteran's Hospital
outpatient programs. So after some time after I had more testing
done, I started to getting a monthly amount of money for disability
from the V.A. while I was staying with my Mom and first step-dad.
Then I wanted to live on my own and wanted to buy more things, so I
went looking for work; and for about four months I started and quit
four part-time jobs. Then because I hadn't really lived a Christian
life for a while, God allowed me to sink even lower. I worked in an
adult book store and novelty shop called Mall Books on State Street
in Madison, Wisconsin for about ten months. And during that time I
moved in with my Dad. Well my Dad drank a lot of beer every day; and
every once in a while we argued about things. Then a few times while
he was drunk, I didn't drink, he tried to hit me but I held him off.
Well finally I had enough, one day, out of the blue, I finished my
job and left everything behind and took a flight to Los Angeles,
California and became a homeless person.
Well God was still looking out for me, because I was never harmed and
He led me to places to get food and to get shelter when I wanted it.
And He even brought me closer to him again. I got on a young men's
Christian program at the Union Rescue Mission in Los Angeles,
California. I had a bed, regular meals, and helped other homeless
people. Had more Christian teaching, and had some computer lessons.
Then for whatever reason I quit April 16, 1986 and started walking
and hitch hiking back towards my Mom's place in Wisconsin.
On the way home I stayed a while at the Salvation Army in Las Vegas,
Nevada; then a Mission in Kansas City, Missouri; then a Men's shelter
in Madison, Wisconsin. Then I called my Mom who lived in Yuba,
Wisconsin; and she came and picked me up. and I lived with her on and
off for a little over a year, and almost didn't ever think about God.
Then I lived with a friend of the family, Cheryl Kivlin, in Wisconsin
Dells, Wisconsin from September 1987 to June of 1988 and babysat her
kid, La Manda, and did house work for room and board. Then I got a
little bit interested in God again while there and would go to a
church once in a while because it was about two blocks away, and they
had neat christian club that had Christian Rock and dancing that I
went to a couple of times.
Well eventually I moved to Richland Center, Wisconsin to be closer to
my Mom. I was in my late 30's and on my own and felt I was missing
something. So I went to First Baptist Church close to me, but for
whatever reasons I didn't like being there. Then somebody came to my
apartment trying to sell me an Air Cleaner and I let him in and he
saw I had Christian messages around and on my door on the inside. He
asked if I was a Christian and if I wanted to go to a Christian
Church and I said yes to both his questions. The church was called
Richland Center Fellowship. Well I liked the pastor's message and
the modern Christian music and the Wednesday fellowship meeting; so I
kept going regularly. But something was still missing for me at that
church, so I quit going except I went once or twice to an Easter
program with my Mom.
Well I was getting older and not making a difference in my life and I
was starting to want a wife. So I put an ad in the local newspapers
that I was searching for a girlfriend to become my wife. Well one of
the answers by letter I got was someone who said she was a
Christian. We would go walking together after she got done work.
She even invited me to dinner and watching videos at her apartment a
couple of times. In my letters to her and when we were together I
would always mention God or verses from the Bible. Well one time she
mentioned she had gone to a church a few times that I might like.
She invited me to go with her one Sunday. She said I should meet her
there. Well one thing that was neat was that it was being held in
the Masonic building one building away from my apartment building.
Well I showed up that Sunday and she didn't, and found out a little
bit later that our friendship was over, and never really got a good
reason from her. But I got over her and found out some place to jump
start my Christian life again. The church was called Bible Baptist
Church and some members believed what I believed in the Bible. I
asked Dave Sanders, the Pastor then, some questions about what the
church believed and I like the answers. Then in the church bulletin
I saw that the Youth Pastor and music leader needed some help. So I
volunteered to help Dale Pierce with what help he needed for music.
I helped him sort out folders of music and helped him organising
things. And we became good friends and he showed me how a Christian
life could be led and then after a while I became a member and helped
with singing at church and even eventually got involved with the
Youth program after Dale and his family moved to Indiana. I later
became good friends with Ron Manning, he was a member of the music
program who played guitar and sang and who eventually became an Elder.
From February of 1997 to November of 2001, I was a member of Grace
Community Church (the name was changed September 5, 1999 because it
was an independent church not affiliated with Baptist or any other
religion); then some of the members decided they wanted to join
Evangelical Free Church of America and I couldn't convince enough of
the membership that what was happening wasn't biblical so I quit my
membership. So since then I haven't been a member of any church and
I don't attend any here in Richland Center, Wisconsin because I don't
believe in going to a church that isn't 100% biblical.
So right now I'm walking my Christian walk with Jesus alone. Thanks
for reading and if you have any questions please ask or pick up a
Bible and ask God to help Him come into your life. So there is my
Christian testimony on April 12, 2007.
Update on January 19, 2010 I am still not a member of any local
Church, but I do attend one in walking distance regularly.
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I love the Lord, because He first loved me. My life has had its shares of ups and downs. Every life experience, that I have first ask the Lord to pilot, I have had all that I needed to get me through. If, I didn't take the time to first include the Lord, I have run into worse conditions and they stayed with the experience until I ask for forgiveness and put the Lord in His place, at the helm. At that time the experience became his and all my burdens lightened. I have also learned that if I start the day with Him, I can survive more stress and problems. Start the day being thankkful,worshiping, praising our Lord and Savior really gives you more ammunition to fight the devil at every corner. He is my All. He is all I need, my best friend, my counselor, my greatest physician - through a cancer battle, surgeries, and chronic illnesses. When my children, the next love of my life become more than I could handle, I would let the Lord have all control. I believe 100% of our life should be placed at the feet of the Lord, and we should sit back and give Him all control in every area.
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Am born scottish so I was brought up church of scotland so as long as my dad`s mum was around she took me and my sis and all our cousins to church every sunday we go to sunday school and when we we where like 5 yrs old we went to the young brother and then when I was 10yrs old I got the choice of the Scouts or the Boys Birgade (BB)well I chose the BB because my friends and my fav Rev was there Ian Hamliton wasThe one sat with us all and took us through the journary of Jesus "If you feel like your soul is tell you not to do bad things and you do good thing then when you die the good thing you do will be in this big book with your name on top and it split in totwo colums good and bad ifd bad is greater than good then your sent away from jesus and his father and you loss your friends. That when I said I might be large but I will always do my best to help"
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